even tho i haven’t even been home for a whole week, there is one person I miss the most. i feel like no amount of ichatting, snapchatting, or texting is gonna fix this. ughhh tum hi ho.
guys aren’t important. in fact, i don’t think anyone is important to anyone. the only person that is important is yourself bc you’ll always do whatever is best for you, no matter how it affects everyone around you. like seasons, people change.someone you could see a future with, you now utterly despise and only see flaws. but everyone has flaws.
Literally, about 99% of the people I know/acquaint with have no idea about the shit I’ve gone through. Actually, definitely higher than 99%.
Part of me wants the world to know, but then again, there’s no way I’d ever share most of it and I really don’t even want sympathy at all. Just understanding. But it won’t happen without 69,000 pounds of judgement. Seriously. Fuck.
i seriously can’t stand how dysfunctional my family is..i honestly hope when i have a family it’s not like this.
I don’t get how someone can tell you that they love you and then treat you like shit
sometimes i wonder whether i’m the one with all the faults, imperfections, and issues..not anyone else bc there’s no way i misjudge these many people.
literally i’ve been tearing for the past 4 hours bc i’ve been watching this show about two sisters and one of them has cancer